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The whole story and many details and thoughts are on my page / kydriwa I think you will feel from the very first seconds how difficult it was for me to make this interview film. But about a year ago I decided for myself that I wanted to talk about my greatest pain. I wrote hundreds of posts about Tim, about his tragic fate, about his sudden illness and death... but I never talked about it. When a documentary film director wrote to me with an offer to make a film about me, I immediately agreed. Why? To live through my pain on a new level, first of all. My pain is 5 years old and it transforms over time. So that those who have similar pain feel that they are NOT alone So that those who watch the film feel and take from it their own meaning and benefit People are used to keeping silent about pain and tragic situations... keeping silent about illnesses and difficulties. But life is like that... sometimes it cruelly throws off your rose-colored glasses and shows life from a different side. I believe that people should know how it happens in life. Let it never touch you, but it happens... the film is about the situation itself. About the feelings of a mother. About the universal pain of loss and about the choice to live!!!! Of course, the whole story, my feelings, premonitions before the illness and many nuances are definitely not about a short documentary. But perhaps I will feel the strength in myself and decide on another similar experience.