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Instagram: / meauhewitt Facebook: / meauhewittmusic TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@meauhewitt?la... Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/29Ir5K... Lyrics & Composition - Meau Hewitt Production: Meau Hewitt Mix & Mastering - Jesper de Jonge Cast: Meau Hewitt Tara Pula Extras: Sophie Voogd Luna Stomp Joep Boode Production: Hewi Aksoy Direction & Camera: Sean Louw Director Assistance: Danu Caris 1st AD: Randy Duursma Steadicam Operator: Tim Zentner 1st AC: Lin Hou Oei Production Design: Lilo Louw Art Assistance: Danu Caris Grading: Sean Louw BTS Photography: Isa Nijman Special thanks to Nick Duinmaijer @Cinesupply Yesterday I was sitting here with a friend, we were talking about when I left you. Quite a long time ago, waited too long, we talked about your soul and your strength How you saw it then how you behaved, no for you there was never anyone enough. You were the most special never did anything wrong, with closed eyes I looked at it again How I was a girl then, you a terrible dream I had told myself and promised myself That it would be closed, away with sadness And I would forget it but I can't do it again Because the pain remains it is deeper than that, I would kill to forget your words Because that shitty feeling that arose then, That will never go away and that's what you did Yesterday I realized you pushed everyone far away from me Things you said to me that friends hated me but you loved me Your statements were almost crazy especially when you were drunk then you went crazy Now it's easy to talk should have gone away But I would have liked to have done so much differently How I was a girl then, you a terrible dream I had told myself and promised myself That it would be closed, away with sadness And I would forget it but I can't do it again Because the pain remains it is deeper than that I would kill to forget your words Because that shitty feeling that arose then, That will never go away and that's what you did done You damaged me, with the pain of your drowned actions And so you left me behind, it seems sick, do you realize that You damaged me, with the pain of your drowned actions And so you left me behind, it seems sick, do you realize that How I was a girl then, you a terrible dream I had told myself, and promised myself That it would be closed, away with sadness And I would forget it but I can't do it again Because the pain remains, it runs deeper than that I would commit murder so that I would forget your words Because that shitty feeling that arose then, That will never go away and that's what you did