I warn you: you will hear the open story of a former drug addict. It feels like I took a deep breath at the beginning of the conversation and exhaled only after it ended. A whole palette of feelings changed one after the other in me - light, sadness, peace, anger, love, disappointment, faith, despair, understanding, shock, admiration. I didn't manage to absorb everything in a few hours, here is a rather rare case when I know that listening to this conversation once is small, I will watch it again and again myself. Every word, every, even the smallest, thought expressed by Kęstutis is as deep as the ocean. He has a magical command of the word, it's just good to listen to him, but the most important thing is the content, and he has it, which is priceless in any currency. Intravenous drugs, deaths, willpower, loss, alcohol, violence, mistakes, and finally, a big change that shines a blinding light on life that he will share with you. IN THE SHOW ======= 04:20 How a person approaches drugs and withdraws from them 13:47 Childhood in an emotional deficit. Oxytocin and Cortisol 26:50 Workaholism, Sober Addiction, and Ways to Fill Inner Lack 34:52 "(In)security is an Illusion" - Fears and the Treasures Behind Them 45:45 What Am I Doing in This World? What do I want to do? How do I want to feel? 52:55 "When you're standing still, it's not really clear where to go, but you take a step and you start to understand" 01:09:30 How do we fill our time and ourselves? The world should not be repaired, but accepted 01:25:43 Books. Theory vs. practice 01:34:01 Volunteering in Lithuanian prisons. Fear of dancing. Male and female dynamics 01:48:10 Creativity, imagination, writing AUDIOTEKA SUBSCRIPTION ======================= Audiobook subscription is here! You can try it today completely free of charge. Here's what you should know about Audioteka Club audiobook subscription: 1️⃣ first 14 days — free; 2️⃣ you can listen to all audiobooks in the subscription without any restrictions; 3️⃣ the catalog currently includes 90% of all audiobooks we have (that's 650+ works!); 4️⃣ every week we include one or two new audiobooks; 5️⃣ you can listen to audiobooks through the latest "Audioteka" app; 6️⃣ you can download all the audiobooks you want to your phone and listen to them even without the Internet, for example on the plane; 7️⃣ price — only €9.99 per month. Try the Audioteka subscription for free today: ???? https://bit.ly/audioteka-prenumerata. CONTRIBEE SPECIAL DISCUSSED ================== Specially for PIN Contribee supporters — Blic Q&A section, Contribee special. We talked with Kęstučius Kaupus about overwork and meditation, love and creativity, divorce, giving to others, improving your CV, believing in what you have. — Rework and meditation. Why you don't need to "drive 100%" all the time — Love vs. creativity? Divorce with the woman you love — We all have something to give somewhere — What should be included in your CV — "Maybe you need to stop believing so strongly that 'I don't have it'" This continuation of the conversation is only available to the PIN Contribee inner circle. PIN Contribee will also find book recommendations from all previous guests on the show, newbies to repurposed workshops (about habits, productivity, mindsets of successful people), support can get one or even two free audiobooks of your choice every month, Audioteka shorts and more things that have value. More information here: ???? https://contribee.com/pin LINKS ========== ???? Kęstustis on instagram — / debesu_piemuo ???? Aurimas on instagram — / aurimas.is.naujo ???? PIN Spotify — https://spoti .fi/3EGPTsK ???? PIN newsletter — https://www.isnaujo.lt/naujienlaiskis ???? PIN privileges Contribee — https://contribee.com/pin ???? Audioteka subscription — https://bit.ly/audioteka-prenumerata #pin #KęstutisKaupas #AurimasMikalauskas #StartNew #AurimasNew #Lithuania