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I'm scared, dad. I'm going through what I made you go through. There's no sleep left in my eyes and no tears to flow from the remorse I've been feeling for a long time. I'm so regretful that I don't have words to describe the remorse I'm experiencing. It's such a regret that what I'm experiencing doesn't even make me enjoy life. My dear dad, I wish I could find you, hug you and ask for forgiveness. I looked everywhere, I searched and searched, you were gone, I couldn't find you. I'm so sorry, dad. Can a child do this to his father? Even though I don't want to remember, every time I close my eyes, that slap I gave you and your collapse, the tears streaming down your cheeks come to my eyes. I'm devastated, dad. I don't know how I did it, how could I do it, how did I hurt you? My dear dad, the remorse I feel is unbearable. I slapped you because it didn't work out the way I said. Whereas you used to go to the market every single day for us, work as a porter, support the family with the money you earned, and you couldn't stand the pain in your back. A few days before that incident, something had pricked your back and caused a wound. You would say, _It's okay son, I can handle it_ and go to work. I know it wasn't the wound on your back that destroyed you, it was the slap I gave you. My eyes hurt your eyes. You never expected me to, I know that too. My heart burns when I remember the sadness in your eyes at that moment, dad. You were a calm and quiet person. You neither went to the coffeehouse nor wasted your time. You never went out without ablution. You never knew when death would come to a person, you would cry. Mustafa, who wrote about his troubles that he couldn't tell anyone in his diary, wiped the tears from his eyes with the back of his hand. He couldn't tell anyone that his father was gone because he had raised his hand against his father. He was aware of his mistake and was so regretful. Don't forget to subscribe to our channel: https://goo.gl/1q8bD9 Follow us on Instagram: / candemiryel Follow us on Facebook: / can.demiryel Follow us on Twitter: / can_demiryel Our Playlists; Great Stories from Can Demiryel: • Exemplary Stories - Can Demiryel Great Poems from Can Demiryel: • The Best Quality Poems by Can Demiryel Interesting Information from Can Demiryel: • Interesting Information - Inventors Exemplary Stories from Can Demiryel: • Exemplary Stories - Moral of the story... Human health and interesting information: • Human health and interesting information For All Our Videos; https://goo.gl/raUTLt