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I decided to die because no one asked me. How was my day? Where am I now? Or if I’m really okay? The sky I looked out of the window was neither blue nor cloudy. It was just an empty, colorless color. That was me. Empty yet heavy, existing yet disappearing. One day, I couldn’t even look at a small light. That light felt too far away to me, and maybe it would go out the moment I touched it. I decided to die because the reason I was living was actually eating me up. Everything scattered and disappeared like sand slipping through my fingers the more I tried to hold on to it. A gust of wind passed by me. The wind didn’t say anything, and it only passed by me for a moment, but I ended up crying quietly for a long time. Tonight, too, in the deep, thick darkness, my breathing still doesn’t stop. Track1 0:00 Track2 2:54 Track3 5:37 Track4 8:27 Track5 11:07 Track6 13:51 Track7 16:21 Repeat 18:15 #IDecidedToDie #MusicWithoutLyrics