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Masha grew up in a strict Old Believer family. At the age of 10, she was abused by her cousin, who was already 20 at the time. Later, other brothers began to take advantage of the girl's defenselessness. In exchange for silence, the boys showed Masha cartoons and "befriended" her. This went on for several years. Masha did not even think to ask her parents for help. The girl learned to "disconnect" from what was happening, and over time, she completely forgot about what her relatives did to her. However, guilt, self-loathing and lack of self-worth haunted her for years. Horrible memories from childhood returned unexpectedly and covered Maria already in adulthood. At that moment, the girl was preparing to become a mother and did not know how to cope with what she had experienced. In our frank conversation with Maria - a difficult struggle with the past, victory over traumas and a new life You can watch the film on VK: https://vkvideo.ru/video-150226042_45... Masha's page and her website: https://mariashvets-psy.ru / mariashvets.psy * 00:00 What this episode is about 00:57 Childhood in an Old Believer family 03:17 "I wanted to be friends with my older brothers" 03:52 "My brother took off his pants and showed me his dick" 05:15 "The other brothers also started doing all sorts of things to me" 06:42 "My body didn't belong to me" 06:58 Why Maria kept what was happening to her a secret 09:22 "I constantly thought that I was dirty and sick" 11:00 Why Masha allowed herself to be used 11:51 "I took off her cross" 13:20 "When I remembered, I thought I would go crazy" 15:16 How Masha dealt with the past and decided to help others 15:52 "Mom guessed" 16:09 What the brothers answered 17:18 How Masha lives now *Recognized as an extremist organization and banned in the Russian Federation