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Hello everyone, it's been a long time since I've greeted you on YouTube. First, I'd like to tell you why I wanted to take a step back from YouTube and live as a normal high school student. First, since being a YouTuber is a job that is known to many people, I always had to be mindful of other people's opinions even if I wanted to live the same life as my friends, and being mindful of others' opinions was a daily routine. Looking at it differently, I thought it was natural, but when I looked back later, I realized that I had really ruined myself. And second, as those who follow me on Instagram know, I was diagnosed with depression and have been receiving psychiatric treatment for 8 months. I don't know what caused it or why I'm so ruined, so I feel even more frustrated. I told you that I would quit YouTube because I thought continuing my YouTube activities while I was mentally struggling would ruin me even more. However, now I'm going to keep that promise that I would come back if I could. I recently moved to a university hospital for inpatient treatment and was discharged. I'm continuing to take medication and looking for a better medication. I can't say that I've completely recovered, but I can say that I'm better than before. As a YouTuber for 2 years, I received so much love from my subscribers and was so happy that I couldn't help but miss them and want to go back. And I'm really grateful that there are still many people who are waiting for me and wanting me to come back, which gave me more strength and gave me the courage to stand up again. I'm really grateful. I'm going to try hard with you all again after about 8 months. I'm still a student, so I want to have fun and be active. So even though I can't upload videos regularly, I'll try to be a person who can have a good influence on you all and be a comfort to you all. Thank you so much to those who believed in me and waited until the end. Please enjoy today's video too❤ Seoul Store 5% Discount Friend Discount Code - Chaekyung ????instagram???? chaekyung_03 ????e-mail???? [email protected] ????Music provided by BGM President ????Track : Simple Cannon - • [BGM President] (Simple/Canon/Cute) Simple Cannon [No...