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This is Pastor Son Kyung-min's fullness, a special worship song from the Irisin Gwanggyo Church. It's the song I've listened to the most during the pandemic, and it's been quite some time since I sang this song to people, and it feels new. To me, this song is like a testimony of my life. It's a confession that I was unknown, poor, suffered hardships, failed, and was weak in body and mind, but if I don't have the fullness of Jesus in me, I can't help but die. I wonder how he wrote these lyrics, and I respect Pastor Son Kyung-min and am grateful for writing this hymn. A few days ago, while eating with an acquaintance, I heard his thoughts on the 'testimony' we hear, and I had a really good realization. I thought that the testimony that I served and followed God so diligently and got such good results could be very dangerous, but while singing this hymn, the blessing I received was not the result of overcoming such situations. As the lyrics of this hymn say, I am so thankful that I found God when I was in the most difficult process and despair, and at that time, my heart was filled with grace and Jesus, and that was the greatest blessing I have received. Shamefully, I cannot live every day, holy, and in grace. I still stumble and sometimes show myself ashamed as a Christian, but I still cry out in praise and live, filling my heart with the fullness of Jesus. It is a confession of praise that I do not always live full of Jesus, but hope to be full of Jesus.