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The ivy roses that have opened are faint at their most magnificent hour The twigs of the stars are nestled inside me like a secret snake The grief is far away On the phone the young woman crying in the rain The wind has driven the stars to distant darkness Purple sparks pass From my scattered loneliness I look for her so much I look for her so much Everywhere my body's heavy burnt pains I am struck by lightning The moment I feel our separation The iron melts From my ambition The black pepper trees dipped in the moonlight Silver dust swim in the river of the night Lilies and jasmines are forgotten Anxious smiles Because separation also has a wild taste Because separation is also included in love Because those who are separated are still lovers Cannot live any moment alone Every moment with the other Everything is about her In the dark, everything is hectic Soft bats are expanding The smell of burnt grass Stars are reflections of an incredible size The whole coast has taken hold Because separation also has a wild taste Such a wild taste It is unbearable Because separation is also included in love Because those who are separated are still lovers Loneliness is a dark weight The air is heavy the soil is heavy, the leaves are heavy, the dust of water is raining down on us, is our freedom or loneliness? A misty, dark blue mist tinged with purple surrounded the forest, darkness fell on the sea, loneliness is hard as flint, sharp as diamond, no matter where you turn, you'll be cut off, you'll lose bad blood, wasn't there anyone who knocked on your door? Especially their wrists, holding each other's hands, snow-white, their swan necks, their fingers, long and thin, their warm gazes, their accomplices, their furtive smiles, secretly, the biggest problem of the lonely, what good will freedom do alone, they can't solve it in any way, so that it doesn't resemble the cold loneliness of a dead planet, freedom will definitely be shared with a lover, a accomplice, we thought that the two of us exist on Earth only for each other, we thought that we could easily fit into a solitary loneliness, we were never wrong, even if we fall and break into pieces like a crystal glass at any moment, that volcano is still inside us, its mouth still smiling bright red, as if it were a smile of fire, our love is a poison spring ATİLLA İLHAN commentary: Eser Gökay background music: Cahit Berkay/Çile (teacher)