✨ another video ✨ all of them will always be celebrated Just like this new milestone for the channel: 120 thousand subscribers!!!! Everything, absolutely everything, is celebrated by me with happy jumps and lots of emotion, because it's so beautiful to see this little corner growing and becoming a refuge for so many little people (I really get emotional). This year has been more difficult, but I've been trying to face the obstacles with different eyes. Almost nothing went as planned, however, some unplanned things were surprisingly great! In the work with asmr I couldn't execute several ideas, nor be present on other networks with more consistency, but I recognize all the attempts and I know that I evolved. I also recognize that adult life can be 85% (or more) scary, making your legs tremble, then I remember a little illustration that I saw once and ended up saving on my cell phone, it had this phrase "you already know your fears. It's time to start testing your courage." From time to time I remember this, and it applies to all phases! Today was one of those days where nothing went right. I ended up getting frustrated with something I had high expectations for and it didn't work out, and that really messed with my mood. But then I remembered that I've already signed up for the pre-sale of the Oasis show in São Paulo next year, so everything will be magical again ???????????? In fact, while I'm here finishing our blog, my sister is taking music lessons and is learning to play "If I Had a Gun" (I don't even know if I can say that word here in the description). It was really good to listen to and sing this song 5 more times today (I had already listened to it 3 ????). And that's how I discovered that my sister's teacher's voice gives me ASMR!! And he's not a singer and doesn't sing well, so this was really surprising. I always get goosebumps and sleepy when he sings "Na Sua Estante" by Pitty. And I needed to share this hahaha I really appreciate these little moments of happiness to replace the blow of frustration of a postponed dream (for now). I hope to be able to talk about it with you in the near future. Today's video is an attempt at a different massage POV. I really like how small movements in this type of video relax me. But I really wanted to explore at some moments the directions from which my voice came, you know? (even if without success and space to do it the right way). I'll try to do it another way in the future because it was kind of hard to move around on my knees AHAHA plus I knocked over the LED a few times trying to stay behind the camera. ANYWAY, it didn't work out but I didn't want to give up ???? So, I found the audio a little low, but the massage movements and other nonsense that I come up with are cool. I hope it has a really good effect on you! And remember that the new videos on the channel will always be available the next day on the audio platforms. Look for brellyna asmr that's me! all my networks are in the link below ???????????? Stay well! A big hug and kisses from bre ???? ✨120,269✨ THANK YOU SO MUCH OMG oh, the other day someone mentioned an amazon wishlist, I thought it was interesting, in case anyone wants to become my twix supplier hahahah I'll update it over time :) https://www.amazon.com.br/hz/wishlist... from my heart to yours, I wish your dreams come true ???? b. timestamp: 00:00 with rain 40:40 with music 01:20:20 voice + white noise ????all my networks and contact: https://linktr.ee/brellyna ▸ but what is ASMR? ASMR stands for “Autonomous Sensory Meridian Response”. Do you know that pleasant sensation or tingling that is normally felt on the scalp caused by some stimulus, such as hearing a soft voice, the sound of rain, watching slow (or fast) movements with your hands, or when someone is drawing something and you feel extremely relaxed? That's ASMR! ⚠️ But it's important to remember that this “therapy” is not a substitute for specialized monitoring. ⚠️ This technique should be avoided by those who suffer from misophonia or similar problems, in which sounds such as chewing, swallowing or whispering cause increased agitation and anxiety.